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SNAP. just finished busying my assignments and i just got time to blog. nothing happens, plain ol' boring life like usual. i mastered the roly poly dance, like finally. there's some k-pop contest soon and i think me and sis are going to join it. but i don't know, it's still a plan. just changed my tumblr URL into electrocuteel.tumblr.com . so don't get confused with that new URL on yo following list, it's just me being random and stupid. Oh, and i just wanna say Paul Adren 's book kick-ass. Kthxbye.

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" Friendship and love , both are a kind of special relationship we have with outer people rather our own families. Sometimes it's a bit weird to me, how some friends can end up being a couple while some couple cannot be friends after their break-ups. At least that's what happened to me and some of my friends, and that is some of the reasons why most of my group of friends cannot last very long. I really hope next time people think maturely about this cause relationships; whether it's friends or couple, are very precious and hard to find." Anyway let me explain the reasons i've been gone these days.. or should i say weeks. 3 of my main reasons would probably be : THIS, THIS, THIS, and of course NOT TO FORGET ASSIGNMENTS... Description : 1. Last week (i don't remember when) my computer acts up. again . When i startup my computer the screen shows me a "NTLDR is missing, press ctrl+alt+del to restart" thing. I followed the instruct...

I think my big sister is the best at trolling. Her face really look like troll face. I'm going back to Jakarta tomorrow. Can't wait to go back to Jakarta and start my college life! I can't wait to have my freedom at the dorm and play computer as much as i can :'D plus, i miss my friends so much. Can't wait to get crazy with them and make chaos all over the college. Plus, soon i will meet my crush :"D Ohh yippikaye.. Anyways just for your information, i've fixed my blogskins link and i edited the tutorial link also. Check it out~ It's on the navigation bar at the top~ I've also added some tutorials which might just excite you :D Kthxbye :3

Holiday sucks. it sucks really bad , for me. and just when i think this holiday is gonna be a blast, tons of shits starts to going on and bam, my expectation. ruined. what an epic ending of August. first, it's about all this racist thingies again . mom and her bad habits. i really don't understand her anymore. i don't even.. wanna talk about this anymore. fuck. and now, i'm at my hometown but i can't even hang out with all my buddies because of her stupid racist principles and her temper. and TV is literally conquered by my dad, and if i try to change the channel my dad would like.. Ugh. plus i don't have a phone right now, and i'm sharing laptop with my sis and my bro. can you hand over a knife or a gun to me now? second, i just realized that my audition's ID got hacked by some son of a bitch but idk who . and some clothes i bought for my ID is gone. this really fucking piss me off. if i found out who the fucking son of a bitch who hacked my ...

I've been tagged by Lmyx to write this on my blog. Since i am working on my college assignments so much that i don't know what to update but my blog is near the word ' dead ', imma do this thing. Here goes nothing~ 10 ARE YOUs 1. Are you single - YES. very. 2. Are you happy - Depends on situation, weather, time, and other conditions. 3. Are you bored - Always. 4. Are you white - No i'm yellow. 5. Are you Italian - No,, senorita, i'm not. 6. Are you intelligent - More like a moron. 7. Are you honest - Sometimes i lie. 8. Are you nice - Umm, i don't know? D: 9. Are you Irish - Yes. Lol jk. 10. Are you Asian - yes, and i'm proud. 10 FACTS 1. Full name - Susan Dwiasmorojati 2. Nickname(s) - Susan, Asan, Cece, Kucing, Meong, Meow, sometimes they even call me the human cat. 3. Birth place - Tanjungpinang, bet you guys don't know where the hell is that place. 4. Hair color - Currently is brown + black 5. Natural hair style - Wavy 6....

I just read a post from Florence (click click! she's a cute girl) about how she wrote about three of her imperfections and how she wants other to tell theirs too. And i thought, why not ? Everybody has their imperfections anyway, and you are no exception. Everybody's the same. So don't be shy to tell the world how imperfect you are and still can be happy and living great out of it! (okay i'm being too positive here after my breakdown lol do i look fake? yes? uggghhh okay D:) ZITS That is the first thing i thought about when i heard the word imperfection . Yes, i have zits. No, it's not just one or two, it's covering my whole face and it makes me look like shit. Lemme tell you the history of how zits have been growing on my face. Prepare to be disgusted. (uhh omg what's with me i've been telling honesty to my reader these days and they are going to leave me cause i'm not as awesome as they thought orz) So, two years ago, when i was in high s...

Har har harlo peeps. So today i arrived at my hometown on afternoon and um, this is a post to show you that i have recovered from my stupid emotional self (read previous post). I learned that sometimes people just feel useless once in a while . It's normal. Thanks to you guys who comfort me though. It really helps me a lot, and i promise to you guys, i will never harm myself no matter how sad and stressed i am, from now on. :) To be (very embarrasingly) honest, i cut my wrist before . But, um. Not with razor or knife, of course. I'm too timid to even do that. orz well i used a scissor. It's not bleeding though, it's only scratched and swollen. But it did leave a little mark on the left of my wrist, but not that visible too, cause it's like zillion years ago.. When i was in middle high, i think. That was the stupidest thing i have ever done in my life. Not only it ruins my self, it breaks hearts of those who love me too. My family, of course, don't know a t...

Sometimes people feel shitty once in a while. For me, it happens often. Too often that i don't know how to deal it anymore, and pretend it doesn't exist while it slowly hurts and cuts the pieces of my heart little by little. This is just a post about how i feel so pathetic these days, just ignore it if you feel like it's useless to read. Have you ever feel like you have so much things in mind, too much, and you wanna just spit it all out to someone, or maybe something but there are just no one there to hear you? Have you ever feel like you wanna say all the things in your mind, but you just feel too messed up to say any words to express how you feel? Have you ever feel like you're sad, but without any reason? Have you ever feel like you're unwanted? And you are just nothing in everybody's eyes? Have you ever feel like they won't even care a thing even though you never existed? I feel all of those, right now. Today. Or maybe everyday. I feel like i...

I can't believe how far i have gone through blogging.. To be honest, i never thought that i went this far. Last year's 21 August , i created an account for blogging. I made my website susandwiasmorojati.blogspot.com (till now that URL still exists, only it's redirected to this website). I still don't know anything about blogging, nor HTML, nor changing layouts. I was a total noobie ! I don't know what should i blog, so i wrote a lot of craps , and a lot of lovey-dovey posts about my ex-boyfriend. Ugh. Haha, everybody does that, didn't they? The writing craps on their first blog and stuffs thing. Writing introdution that no one ever cares. Hahaha. But i have to admit first post is always the most exciting, though. Then after a month or two of desperately searching for good layouts for blog, i discovered blogskins.com , which i thought it was a miracle, cause all the blogskins there are so pretty. But then i feel kinda stupid and a loser cause all the pretty ...

I've changed some bits and pieces in my blog. First, the lullaby song . I've changed it into somehow more lullaby-ish and more relaxing than the previous ones. I forgot what the song is called, but if you love it you can right-click my youtube player (below my blog) and choose ' Watch on Youtube '. It opens in a new window. Second, i've modified my comment section ! Yeesss, and i'm so super proud. Modifying it is like a living hell , i faced a lot of new codes like comment-author-image or something something and i got confused, alot. But thank God now it looks a lot better. Yes, click and comment , baby. Third, i've added a blogger reaction button on my blog 8D For those who are a lazy-ass when it comes to commenting, have no fear! I have added a blogger-reaction button now, so if you like my post or wanna give some impression on my post, you can just clickidy click away 8D how good am i? I have been finding this code for like, decades . For classi...

Every now and then blogger tends to change their layout. They all get bored, and will change their layout into a better ones. I guess this happens to me now. And this layout, is by capitol . He's the best blogskin coder i've ever seen on blogskins.com . To be honest, i've been longing to use his layout, but i don't know how to modify it into my style, nor change it to suit my style. But this time, i dare to take this risk to spend an entire half day to modify his codes. His codes is so neat, so proper. And for a noob like me, those codes are very very hard. I met a lot of troubles, problems and such, cause i *cough* after all am a *cough* bad *cough* HTML coder *cough cough* . But i'm glad i finished it, i feel very proud now. :'D How ish me layout look now? <3 Anyways 2 nights ago i went to puncak with sis and Gema. we went there at midnight . So we reach there around 3 to 4 am, when the sun almost rises :O we planned to watch the sunrise t...

Well, first day of college :D Lots of new hairstyle from my collegemates and friends, and lots of them had changed too, as any usual college new term :3 Uhhm me? well, my pimple had decreased, a lot . so i guess that is my transformation? lol First day of college, as i expected, no class . Going to college is just a whole waste of time besides the part where i can meet all my buddies. LOL :D They are still as fun as before. I super love them . Hardcore, baby~ Anyways since there's no class we all decided to go to the cinemas to watch some good shits, well at first there were some who wanted to watch Kungfu Panda 2 (including me, actually, cause Kungfu Panda, duh? who doesn't love Kungfu Panda, right?) while the rest of them wanna watch Fast and Furious 5 . But since most of them wanna watch Fast Five, we all watched Fast Five. And i thought boooooo :( this is gonna be loaded with a lot of racing bullshits and people acting all gangster-ish and swear here and there. Bu...

AAHH. Harlo thereeee. how long have i abandoned this blog? 1 week? hahaha. Well, i miss blogging already. But the fact that my days are boring and there's nothing that can be blogged about cannot be denied. LOL :-| Blame holidays . What about my games? Well.. They bore me to death already D: This is just a post to prove that i am still alive and breathing~ But i am about to go to college again though, so i probably will blog daily soon~ I noticed that some of my cybermates never blog anymore.. What happen? Blogging world is so quiet these days~ I miss the days where i can chat via tagboard with a lot of people and still having fun :D But oh well. I think that's all, i really don't know what to blog about, my life is just too boring D: I can't wait to go to college! And i'm waiting my hair to grow long cause it wud look pretty... I think. :3 Oh and sorry for those who tag me.. Imma reply it on my own tagboard cause my internet sucks dick :3 Kthxbye~

Haaaaii all human being that stumbled upon this post. I just wanna say i might go hiatus for quite a long time cause emm i got 2 addiction currently (which obviously both are games LOL) so i might abandon this blog.. if you still wanna stalk me you can find me on facebook . please don't go twitter, cause i never open it anymore D: well uhhmm. that's all. And oh last night i watch Transformers 3 in 3D with my friends. Super cool. I super love the bumblebee, almost cried when bumblebee almost got killed by one of the Decepticons. LOL Then after that me and my friends go to Abang Ade (restaurant that serves noodle + a lot of chilli, i posted abt it before) and Anton's car got crashed by some ol' son of a bitch that don't even know how to drive properly and the whole dinner ambience changed drastically. Anton's car is quite damaged, in the front. Stupid old man. And my sis lost my wallet too last night. I mean what kind of fuckery is that. Okay the end.

So July had passed (which i think it passed veeerrryyy quickly) and August just came. And this year's August is where Muslims fasting and where Chinese celebrate their hungry ghost festival. Kinda special month, ay? I wish allmy muslims friends can fasting the whole month without any absence. Amen :D So as the previous post said, today imma go back to Jakarta. And here i am. Blogging with my OWN computer. HAHAHAHA. But here's what makes me a bit pissed off. I asked Gema and sis to install windows 7 but instead of installing that they installed a windows xp system that looked like windows 7 which is obviously is not an original system and worse than original windows xp. Reason? My computer is an old kind of type and my computer can't handle windows 7's swag. Sue? Definitely. So here i am, with my very weird windows xp system that looked like windows 7. PPPFFTTT. Second, i had saw all my 3 contact lenses, they all raawwkkk :'D so pretty! i can't wait to try...

Oh how i love the white swan that swims freely above. kinda reminds me of black swan. Nina Portman. Vintage woman. All so gorgeous and le beautiful D: And why am i using the word "le" whenever i thought words might be cool of i use that in front of it? Geez. I'm getting autism every single day. Maybe it's because this boredom and ennui. Urbandictionary says ennui defines bored in high and critical situation already which will cause death and whatever but i don't care i like to use the word ennui. But oh well who cares anywaysssss. No one even wants to read this piece of shit. If you read it, i'm really really honored. Like throw confetti and say thank you endlessly. Geez what am i saying actually. So tonight i had a lotta fun. Well actually everytime i'm with Pinge i have a lot of fun since she's a very humorous person and easy-going but anyone has their own bad sides anyways soo yeah. What my point here is i had a lot of fun hanging out with Ping...

I just met Neti , my middle high school best friend after a 238192381239 months of time. She changed quite a lot, her hair is long and curly now, and she can ride a motorcycle; even have a motorcycle now. It's cool, since the last time i saw her she's still a good girl and such. Now she's a big girl now, she even had a boyfriend already and just had their first anniversary. :3 So sweet, yet so making me jelly since i'm single and forever alone now. /Le creyz Few minutes later imma hang out with Pinge and friends again. It's saturday now, and on next Monday imma go back to Jakarta. Gonna miss a lot of things here, but i can't wait to go back to Jakarta too since i'm gonna have my own computer and i just ordered three new contact lenses. CAN'T WAIT TO TRY IT OUT WEEEEE. /Le jump around like a crazy batch okay i think that's enough. A lot of people also say my zits had grown a lot. Oh fuckeries, i don't really care anymore since it's just...

And for the first time ever, i feel that i'm not good enough for him... For my crush.. He's so perfect, so clever, so.. He deserves better than me, but on the other side i want to be his best. Have you ever felt like this? This hurt.. and in love feeling? That scary feeling when you think of him in a relationship with other girl someday.. And that feeling where you feel like you're not good enough for him.. All at once. Have you? But i guess my friend is right. I shouldn't fall in love and fall out love that easily.. I look like im kidding people by my feelings. Let's see what have i become next term..

There is sooo much; too much things in my mind. I just can't keep it off my mind. Too much problems in my head, too much conversation, too much memories to keep inside my small tiny byte head. Some things are meant to keep, and some are just too difficult to say, and some just.. stay in there. Echoing. Winding. I am already 18. And most of the people the same age as me already done a lot of successful things, and they already start their career by i don't know, start to do what they have been wanted even the smallest things, while i'm still figuring out what to do, or what should i do to pursue my dreams. I just had a conversation with my mom this morning, about career. Since this morning we visited a tailor shop, my mom talked a lot about how she earn lots of money by being a tailor. And she wants me, and my sis to cooperate with her doing any kind of business, even tailor. It would be a big success, she says, as usual. And then she asked me this question. "If i gi...