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mustaache by SPV . just went shopping and cleaning house. a lot of things had happened today. lots of bad things for me. well idk if others feel it too or not but for me it's bad. today my hometown which is called Tanjung Pinang rained the whole day. actually, since i came the rain never stops pouring. it's freakin cold. this morning me and sis went to my aunt's kopitiam . my mom already at my aunt's kopitiam cos she take bro to school earlier. you see, we dress like average town people would wear. like using pasmina and others (actually it's my sis who wears a lil bit extra =A= but still!) then when we're there, people are like freakin stare at us like we're aliens or something. well that's because they never see it before. well, that's understandable for us so it's not a really big deal for us. then we ordered 4 portion of meal for me and sis. emm. i had a confession. actually i eat 3 times as much as you guys. if you guys eat 1 plate...

i can't wait for chinese new year to come. clothes bought, cakes and beverage (yum!) bought, cats fed (err :D) and house cleaned! now to wait the days to come mom bought me a super drop dead gorgeous heels and i totally love it! too bad i can't show you yet cause it's not CNY yet and i can't show you guys any of my new stuffs till cny ;D so yeah, im going to be busy these 3 days. but i will keep up with you guys as much as possible. keep tagging okay? i love you guys! oh yeah and for the prev post :/ i deleted it cause too much F word. still, someday i will tell you guys what had happened yesterday kthx bye my bro's pestering me now

yosh! i know i'm not supposed to blog at this time, it's like 4 am in the morning but i really can't sleep! i'm going back to my hometown today! i'm so excited. already done packing up, now it's to wait the morning to come, take a cold fresh shower and go to the airport <3 hope i got to my hometown safely, i can't wait to meet my besties and eat all the food there, i miss all the food in my hometown xD xD just now i kinda got some problem with the locker for my baggage. i forgot what's the password; i remember but it won't open up ;__; it got 3 digits on it. i tried a zillion times but it's like won't open or something. so i decided to try the password from number 001 to 999. kinda took a lot of minutes to count t5hough and i'm already like "ASHFJKSAHFASHDFSHF BLAAARRHHH" and my sis went to sleep already, can't stand the tireness lol. then after few minutes when i count to 406 it opened xD i was like "YYYY...

i kinda checked my formspring just now and i saw a lot of questions about my blog, here are my answers. Erm. Can you summit this blogskin? It's nice. -by Anonymous lol im still using it D: and what's more the basecodes it's not made by me, it's made by kharnyee so i can't submit it. sorry whoever you are x( your last name is hard to spell or say if seen for first time, does other ppl like ur teacher have trouble pronouncing it? -by Anonymous lol :D yeah it's hard cause it's in Javanese ~ sometimes they have problems pronouncing it but sometimes they don't. It depends :) YOU ARE A GENIUSSS! -by Anonymous XD thank you whoever you are :3 (i think i know who this is) love ur simple blog! <3 -by Anonymous aaawwww thank you :'D i wish you could put down your name so i know who you are. where do u come from ?? -by Arisardinus Tanjung pinang, Indonesia :) it's written clearly in my profile section. why? if you wanna ask me so...

today blog is so dead, no visitors, no people tagging in my tagboard. all have gone to school and do their daily things. i'm kinda bored. tomorrow i'm going back to my hometown. all my friends call me to reunite with them or whatever. and they also want me to buy some goodies for them when i go home. yeah, like i has a lot of money. so Richard is uploading photos of us yesterday now. he snapped me playing Rambo and holding guns though but looks like he's only uploaded few, and that photo has not been uploaded yet. well i think i has to wait spam some photos now. from the left top to left bottom (Richard, Christine, Didi, Benita, me) hendra was taking pictures so he is not in this photos WTF so hate this photos i was smiling like fugly and my big nose look even bigger with light effects from front to behind (me, Benita, Didi) my very shy looks i don't even remember who took this. i think that's all i have to rant, been online since i woke up now, an...

6 hours of playing in timezone today with 5 of my college friends. i don't know i should say this is a happy ay or not, i'm totally confused and drowned deep down in my thoughts. so i went there about 9.30 am and just went home around 8.45pm. at first, i thought this will be a very memorable day with my college friends, although not all of our group members join the fun. but then i realize something, something that will change my whole life and my socialization around, just like that. they actually don't need me . they don't at all. they just know how to be friends, that's all, but not family. another family that is worth me loving for. i don't even know this is my fault or not. i don't know, is it only me who hopes too much for something i'm not sure? i don't know. i really don't. when i was at timezone with them, they said they've come here before with the others, 7 others that some went to tidung today. yeah, only 7. but those 7 a...

nothing had really happened in my life. no problems, no adventures, no fun, nothing. everyday just sitting in front of computer online. what a shitty holidays. last time me and Kevin fight again. but it's okay already now. and then this afternoon we chat through phone, then he said *word censored due to privacy* . way to make people feel broken hearted huh, boy. i know at first you never liked me dye my hair but can you at least not say something so awful? i'm a girl too and i wanna be respected, okay? then he said i have to take the consequences after i do something, which means i have to accept every opinions from ppl about how my hair look now. but come one, please. you're my number one most important person. and all your words mean so much to me. can you at least say something a bit nicer although you don't like it? jesus. then after that we kinda have a fight and we both cried on the phone. and we made up. he ask me to think wisely and i told him to be more car...

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i have made few vintage icons on SPECIAL POUR VOUS and STARSHOTS visit both and support both of them! alright? KRRS online is over now. i filled the form successly. :3 actually it's not as bad as i imagined, senior made it sound so horrifying =A= and ive also made up with Kevin already. so i'm okay now. :3 and my day still as boring as usual, so nothing had happened. :/ oh and my landlady's kids are fighting like hell right now when i'm updating my blog, like they are hitting each other and crying so loudly i can't even concentrate =A= what the fuck are those two twins fighting at? BTW THANKS FOR MY 1ST SOTD click the picture to go to the link

Please don't say "You are lazy" datte hontou wa Crazy hakuchoutachi wa sou mienai toko de BATAashi suru n desu honnou ni juujun chuujitsu honrou mo juujuu shouchi zentoyouyou dashi... dakara tama ni kyuukei shichau n desu kono me de shikkari misadamete yukisaki chizujou MAAKU shite chikamichi areba sore ga oudou hashoreru tsubasa mo areba joutou YABA tsume wareta GURUU de hoshuu shita sore dake de nanka tasseikan daiji na no wa jibun kawaigaru koto jibun wo aisanakya hito mo aisenai Please don't say "You are lazy" datte hontou wa Crazy nou aru taka wa sou mienai toko ni PIKKU kakusu n desu souzou ni isshoukenmei, genjitsu wa zettaizetsumei hattentochuu dashi... dakara fui ni PICCHI hazureru n desu sono me ni utsuranai dake datte yaruki wa MEETAA furikitte itsudemo zenryoku de yumemite sono bun zenryoku de nemutte YARI choi yaseta choushi'zuite kutta sore dake de nande? haibokukan sukasazu ni mokuhyou kahoushuusei shit...

banners from Special Pour Vous . tomorrow i'm going to have a big day. i'm going to have a war with tons of other college students. im going to fight for my college class tomorrow, and i have to fill class form online tomorrow and fast or else it will be taken by other students and i will not have a class . so yeah, i have to fight! dang, i'm really afraid though. cause everytime there's something like this i'm always got left behind. what is fucking wrong with me? i don't fucking know. don't fucking ask me. i fucking hate it too. all i know is tomorrow, i really have to fight. ganbate! hope i can get my class. and i hope my friends can get it too so we can be together. ngisi KRRS goblok. kenapa sih arus ngisi klas kek gini. kenapa gak ngikutin jadwal semester dulu aja sih. bikin orang susah dan kawatir aja. Kevin won't talk to me although i talk to him already even if it's not my fault . he's also sick. i don't know if he rea...

fucking sick of life.

what the fucking hell is fucking wrong with you. datang2 langsung bentak2 orang. ko kira aku apaan, yang bisa ko bentak2 gitu aja? ko marah karena aku gak bales sms ko, ko uda bolak balek internet cuma buat ngeliat ada tempat kosong ato gak. tiba ada masalah, ko langsung marah2. tak ada otak ato apa ko? tak pernah e ko mikirin selama 1 taon ini aku udah banyak berkorban buat ko? pernah aku ngungkit2 dan tiap ada masalah kecil aku langsung marah2 ke nko? pernah tak? JAWAB KO!! kecewa x aku ama ko. dateng2 langsung marah2 gak jelas, pake acara nuduh aku ama cowok laen segala. AKU PALING TAK SUKA E, YANG NAMANYA KELAHI KO PAKE ACARA NGMG AKU SLGKH AMA COWO LAEN SEGALA. ko selama 1 taonan ini, tak kenal sifat2 aku e? dan tak perlu d tanya lagi, aku rasa ko pasti lupa kalo ko dulu pernah janji ama aku, tiap kelai jagnagn prenah bilang aku slgkuh ama cowo laen. ko ingkar janji ko tu, untuk sekian kalinya. aku tu tadi uda sabar x ama ko, padahal ati aku udah sakit ati x. aku sabarin ko, ak...

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here is my another daily life stories. finally i got the answer of " can toothpaste cure pimples? ". the answer is exact no-no . you see, last 2 nights i tried to use toothpaste to cure my pimple, cause i've read articles in some random websites that toothpaste can somewhat cure your pimples. well at least not cure it completely, but make it better looking lah, not that reddish on your face. but guess what? total fail . so wrong. fuck those who sais toothpaste can cure pimple thing. my face ended up filled by a lot of red pimples caused by toothpaste-night-cream wtf. it's a total wreck for my precious face nooo. D: * sob sob * so embarrasing though cause after night-creaming using toothpaste the next day i have to go shopping with my sis. so you can imagine how myself going shopping with very red pimple on my face. fuck. so humiliating =A= so yeah, today i went shopping with my sis at Mangga dua. it was soooooo effing crowded wtf i can't even walk ...

banners from Special Pour Vous i dont think Kevin is going to come later at 29. i don't know, i just don't think so. tadi dia telfon papa mamanya buat minta izin ato apa, aku juga gak jelas, terus kata mamanya jangan ke jakarta. bukan karena aku, tapi akrena gak enak ama omanya kevin ama omnya kevin, om nino. kata mamanya kalo mereka gak suka ama seseorang mereka gak langsung ngomong, tapi nyindir-nyindir gitu. aku paling gak suka kalo da orang yang benci ama kita, tapi pake acara nyindir-nyindir segala. kalo emang gak suka ya langsung ngomong. yah itu lah orang dewasa sekarang. demi menjaga reputasi dan tingkatnya pada kehidupan sosial, mereka rela capek-capekan memakai topeng dan berpura-pura sepanjang hidup mereka dan idup dalam kebohongan. orang yang menyebalkan di ajak ngobrol dan bersenang-senang, tapi tiba di belakang celanya setengah mati. well i'm not going to be that person though when i grow old later. so yeah mama papanya kevin gak kasih kan, tapi kevin i...

Okay first, i wanna say sorry to Kharnyee. your layout is fabulous and amazing, you're still my biggest idol but i'm sorry, i decided to use this lay because it's more like a formal version and i don't wanna fool around anymore, i decided to blog for me and only for myself, no affiliates-related thing anymore so yeah, i'm so sorry >< i hope you don't hate me for this or anything. second, i had removed and also hide my tagboard forever, now if you wanna contact me or whatever you can contact me through twitter nor formspring or just comment at my random posts. third, i also deleted my affiliates section. but i still link you guys over here . so i guess that's not a changing or a problem :) i just wanna tell you guys. so yeah!! i'm so sorry ~ hope you respect my decision, thank you so much. from tomorrow i will only posts things about myself and myself only.

i'm so excited. tomorrow is saturday already, and i'm going to have another shopping weekend with her. only the difference tomorrow is, i'm going to dye my hair!! how cool is that, i'm so excited. hope the plan's not going to be cancelled though. i hate that. i'm going to have red contact lenses too, my sis already asking the seller further info about the contact lens xD it's not that an anime kind of lenses, it's an ordinary one, only it's red. cool, right? i'm gonna spam a lot of pictures when i have those too. hope my hair turned out great though. :( i woke up at 11 am today. another wasted holiday. done nothing except blogging wtf. it's been 1month im liek this. feel liek a nonsense. =__= it's raining today. feel so cold and comfy though. oh btw last night i've used toothpaste as a night cream. last time i read at some article toothpaste can somehow cure your pimples xD but sounds stupid though. i don't even...

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