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basic design learning :)

so today i was learning basic design at my college . we learned about gradation , and we used a lot of colour pencil and yess , which i think it`s very colourful , so i snap some photos of me , my drawing and some friends of mine . hope you guys love it like i do :) okay so this is me , just started to draw and put some colours to my work , sorry bout the messy hair and the broken lips though . i know it sucks :( after a long while i decided to put masker on my face ( which my sister has bought for me weeks ago ) because the room is freezing , and i can`t breathe on cold air :( ( poor me ahahah ) the mask is cute though , look like a duck a lot people say , and i lovvveee eeett <3 ( of course without the whiskers , the mouth and the nose la :)) ) so i started on this blue colour .. which is cool , :) then i messed up this brown + green one :( gosh , it looks ugly but i`ve repaired it some though in the end . thank goodness it`s still curable :)) this is melia , sitting ne...

how are you, sabbath ?

it`s been like 2 months since i`m in Jakarta , and i miss everything in my home so much, including Sabbath, my lovely cat whom i raise since he was little with his little sister, Voodoo ( forgive me for the unpleasant name, that time i was in love with those emo-ish things , aha ) which is gone now ( stolen by someone else. i hope people who stole voodoo would take care of him good :( ). i miss how he always meowing for food, and i miss how he always jump into my bed whenever i was doing something there. Although he`s skinny and i seldom give him good food, i still love him and i really pray that he won`t die before i get back to my hometown. Sabbath is a tabby cat with flowerish patterns ( i dont know if my description is true or not , the thing is he look like the cat on this photo ) and he has a voice that simply makes my world go a little brighter. i love how he always has time for me whenever i got bored or something. I really hope mom and bro will take care of him good though. ...

Pria yang bertahun-tahun tidur bersama kerangka istrinya !

Scary much @_____@ ini sumbernya  . bagi yang males buka-buka baca aja yang di bawah . Mungkin foto-foto berikut ini tergolong menyeramkan dan tidak cocok dilihat oleh semua orang. Seorang pria di Vietnam telah bertahun-tanhun tinggal serumah dengan kerangka istrinya. Pria berusia 55 tahun ini menggali sendiri kuburan isterinya tahun 2004, lalu ia mengambil kerangka dan melapisi kerangka istrinya dengan campuran lempung untuk membentuk figur seorang wanita, lalu memakaikan baju mendiang istrinya, dan meletakannya di tempat tidur.. Isteri pria tersebut sudah meninggal tahun 2003, dan ia selalu tidur di samping isterinya, namun ia khawatir akan kesehatan dirinya jika hujan atau cuaca yang tidak bersahabat. Alih-alih, ia menggali terowongan di kubur isterinya agar bisa tidur di dalam terowongan di sampung kuburan isterinya. Akhirnya, seorang anaknya menemukan pria tadi yang suka tidur di kuburan sang ibu. Bapak dan anak itu pun memutuskan untuk membawa kerangka keruma...

condition : sick .

so today i`m planning to finish all my homework , and leave no burden for the next and next next day , but problem just can`t stop bugging me . 8-| i mean first , i woke up totally late (like at 1 pm) instead of waking up late , and next came this unwelcome rain , then came this annoying HEADACHE and INFLUENZA . ~x( and guess what ? i am lying helplessly on my bed with my blanket and blanky and my handphone on hand ( you know what ? i was trying to post this long useless article using my phone for like fucking million times but then it always failed by the accidental pressing of exit button , FML ) and i can do nothing but sneeze and wiping my nose :( FML . ********************* this afternoon when i`m done showering and i was squeezing my pimple i asked my big Sis how does my pimple look like , better or not , she said something really unexpected about my face ~x( wanna know ? well here is the convo , not really like this , but well , close though . Me : Jie , h...

insomnia , again .

bener2 deh , aku harus cari cara supaya ak gak insomnia lagi . ini bener2 mengganggu aktivitas kuliah ak . huuufff . :-< selagi menunggu capeknya diriku , aku membaca buku novel dari kakakku yang bernama Enchanted, Inc.  by Shanna Swendson  penasaran ama bukunya ? baca aja . :P Judul Asli : ENCHANTED, INC. Copyright (C) 2005 by Shanna Swendson Alih Bahasa : Pepi Smith Cover Illustration by Yasmin Hadisubroto Penerbit : Gramedia Pustaka Utama Cetakan ke-01 : September 2007 , 408 hlm ------------------------------------------------------ Sinopsis Cerita : Kathleen 'Katie'  Chandler , gadis dari  kota  kecil di  Texas  sebelumnya sering mendengar berbagai kisah & kejadian aneh yang dialami oleh pendatang di  kota  sebesar  New York . Bahkan teman-temannya yang telah lama menetap di New York  sering bercanda bahwa sekalipun ada makhluk luar angkasa yang sedang berjalan-jalan di Broadway, halitu akan diangg...

hiks .

pengen bikin title bar , favicon ama emoticon yang lucu2 tapi gak bisa , gak pandai T____T hiks . somebody help me ~
what would you feel if your boyfriend hates everything that you wanna do , always disagree etc , but then suddenly , out of nowhere , he just change 180 degrees and become this little angel that you can`t resist ? :-| well , if you never felt it before , i do . and i tell you , it`s weird :-| soooooo weird . i mean , he don`t even tell me why he changed ! hhhmm i don`t know , maybe he already woke up from his evil part and then realize he`s too cruel to me ? :-? jiaahh , whatever ~ the important thing is , i like his changes :"> i really do , and i like how sweet he is now :"> it`s like , everything become as sweet as the first time we dated ! lol , i don`t know what happen , but i like itttttt <3 <3 <3 hopefully everything goes like this forever WITH reasonable reason a , beebee :-w lololol susan & kevin 02 October 2009 i don`t know what it`s called but this feeling , this sweet feeling in my heart , i don`t wan`t anything to...

Two-faced people part II .

Updated via low quality phone *grins* :D okay , i was planning to continue this article THE NEXT MORNING , not minutes after the post before cos it's already like 1 AM and i am supposed to be sleeping now but God , i can't . This blogger is making me so addicted , and it's not a good thing =.= (dont eat , dont sleep , dont shower *eewww* , u still think it's okay ?) . Okay . Let's continue to discuss the topic . So the poor victim's secrets got revealed by the gossip queen and the victim can't do anything while the two-faced bitch smiles in satisfaction . Really cruel eh ? But thats what two-faced people do . The cases above is not real lah but usually two-faced people act like that . Yea, i know . LOOK KIND BUT ACTUALLY DANGEROUS . Why two-faced people act like that then ? This question is still not answered . Well i dont really know much cos i dont really wanna care but according to my own opinion , usually two-faced people act like that because ...

Two-faced people .

Updated via low quality phone *grins* God this insomnia is keeping me awake for like , already 1 month continuously or maybe more . I gotta find a way out to solve this or else imma be effed up for sure . ESPECIALLY MY EYES . OH GOD . GOD . *trying to blog and struggle under the lightness of handphone in the darkness of room , ffffffuuuuuu!! And i know you know how it feels* Well then let's talk about the topic in the title above then . TWO-FACED PEOPLE . Known as kind person in front and then go bitchy behind you . I'm pretty sure everybody has a kind of friend like this , or if not , at least acquintance . Well i sure got a lot of not-to-close friends who are so two-faced , and that's why i'm not too close to them . Let's talk about this kind of person . The first question i really wanna know the answer is : WHY THOSE TWO-FACED PEOPLE HAS TWO FACES ?? Whats the advantage of being a two-faced person ? I mean like , wtf with being nice in front of people ...

My dirty house .

Updated via low quality phone *grins* You know what ? This place i live in for a few months already has a really2 bad points for hygiene . None of the rooms have cleanliness , well not none , maybe still have a lil' bit of cleanliness la . You ask why neh ? And not convinced ? Well let me tell you la how dirty it is . Lately the toilet has the most points for filthiness . Why ? Imagine la , you go in , preparing to take a shower , then suddenly you realize that there's a dozen of small tiny annoying flies flying around the bathroom , preparing to see you naked . How uncomfortable is that you think ne ? "don't your house have a maid meh ?" Yup , sure , of course my house DO have a maid la . But believe me , the maid doesn't change anything . I dont really know whats she doing here in this house too , really , besides laundrying and ironing our clothes . Okay , back to our topics . If you still can tolerate that fly creature in your toilet , you definite...

pain .

Lately my head`s hurting like hell . i dont know why , but it hurts like my brain`s gonna shrink . is it because of internetting too much , not enough sleep or aging ? i`m not really sure about thje aging thing , but the other 2 maybe happening . lately i like to surf internet (especially customizing my blog) and sleep late alot . i spend most of my time surfing the internet and my eyes keep staring the monitor , hours and hours . is it because of that , i got this uncontrollably headache ? well i tried to google it though , and i found this : 1. Bos Ya, si bos atau pekerjaan kerap kali memicu rasa nyut-nyut di kepala. Faktanya, semua hal yang menimbulkan ketegangan atau stres akan membuat kita lebih mudah terserang sakit kepala atau migren. Sakit kepala yang disebabkan oleh ketegangan emosional ini disebut sakit kepala fungsional atau tension headache . Penderita sakit kepala ini sering merasakan otot-otot di bagian leher belakang kaku dan menegang. Pijatan ringan di bagian ters...

friendship .

friendship . something precious you can`t trade with anything else in this world . precious moments , happy memories will always kept inside your heart . whenever you need them , they`ll be there for you . friendship . happiness , sadness , anger , and dissapointment , all of them . you share it with them , you confess it with them . friendship is the best . neti , pinge , ddeg , viol , mithek , boim , melia , anton , icad , dika , deedee , kei , evelyn , juli , miley , hendra , kendra , ferdian , vivian , fie ni , stella , dll dll ... i love you guys :-*

my facebook returns .

setelah ngutak-atik yahoo ama facebook gak jelas , facebook ak kembali lagi , dengan password yang berbeda .. muahahahahaha ~ di periksa2 , ternyata facebook ak di phishing . phishing adalah pencurian informasi yang sensitif seperti emel dan passord gtu . ternyata setelah dipikir2 , kmrn ak pernah log in ke website facebook yang aneh , dan di linknya ada tulisan sex dll gtu . tapi ak gak menghiraukannya , ak kira emang ada kaitnya gtu . ehh ,, gak taunya website facebook palsu .. (sial) x( pesan dari aku , readers , lain kali kalo mo log in facebook liat2 dlu ya websitenya , ada ambah embel2 gak , misalnya www.facebook.com/20%/sex/dll/ak gak tau gmana/yg penting sejenis ginian/ jangan di log in dlu ya ! masukin lagi website yang bener , www.facebook.com , baru kalo uda terliat bener , baru log in .. okehh ! dan terutama yang sering maen diwarnet , hati2 ! barusan waktu facebook ak diphishing dan ak cari2 google infonya , katanya biasa di warnet ada program yang namanya keylogger gtu...

facebook ak di hack .

sialan . cari masalah e tu orang . gak tau dia e dia berurusan ama sapa . berani2nya nge-hack facebook ak . mending jangan macem2 e . sampe skarang ak liat facebok ak masi baek2 aja , cuma emel ama pass aja yang diganti tuh binatang . jangan sampe lah e macam2 . tengok lah ko kalo berani macam2 . sial ... ak sumpahin tak reinkarnasi aja lah ko .

my little cerpen .

terinspirasi dari cerpen bagus :) heheheheheh .. CERITA CINTA NANA Semua berawal dari hari itu, bulan Agustus , bulan2 kemerdekaan , dimana aku disuruh mengikuti gerak jalan ama Frizi , sahabatku .. ia memintaku untuk menjadi komandan gerak jalan 17km , dimana ak menolak2 mentah2 tapi setelah bujukannya berhari2 and menjanjikan , aku menerimanya dengan berat hati .. Pada hari H itu lah , ak mengenal banyak dari teman2 Frizi, termasuk dia .. tubuhnya kurus , agak gelap kulitnya dan berwjah biasa2 saja .. pada saat itu ak gak begitu tertarik dengannya , dan ak gak terlalu menghiraukannya .. Jadi there`s nothing special about him in my heart .. Sampai dimana ketika kami mulai berkenalan satu sama lain , ak dikasih nomor handphone anak2 gerak jalan termasuk dia .. Nama julukannya aneh , "uing" .... (maap bagi yang uda merasa) Aku senym sekaligus tertarik dengan nama itu , jadi ak mulai cari tau siapa orangnya .. Beberapa hari berikutnya , kami semua berencana untuk berbuka p...
sedihnya meliat foto2 mereka . asik2 banget , pada have fun smua :( dan ak ?

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justin bieber parody :))

sad , sick , and tired .

i woke up this evening on around 7 pm , and i looked at my phone . no sms from him . how come he can ignores me like that while i`m always hoping that he`ll text me ? while im dreaming i dreamt about him , and him , and him , and him , and HIM . and then when i woke up i realize i really miss him . alot . is he missing me like i miss him ? ....................................................... problems keep coming between us . i cant believe for 1 whole month JUST BEFORE OUR ANNIVERSARY our relationship was ruined because of something unimportant . i wonder whats he thinking ? how come he just easily like , get mad and emotional of something ? i dont understand . i dont understand how he look and treat this relationship . i wanna understand him but , he`s just too difficult to understand .. i`m not blaming him for everything that happen between us . i`m at fault too . but you see , he`s always the one who creates argument when everything goes alright .. i try to ignore it , but...

the first day of my period .

only one word , FUCKS . it hurts like hell ! tambah lagi ak arus kuliah , dan perjalanan dari kos ke kuliah ak memakan waktu 1 jam ato bhkan lebih . sial ! tau gak sih tadi aja wktu lagi jalan , pinggang dan perut ak sakit banget , saking sakitnya ak tu ampe susah mo berdiri , (but in this cruel and sinful world nobody notice it or they even PRETEND to unnotice it) jadi ak mau gak mau nahan sakit ak tu lah . siaall .... sumpah sampai sekarang ak belom terbiasa kali ama rutinitas idup jakarta nih , dulu di pinang ak bisa bermalas2n , dan waktu ak tu panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang banget . sekarang , mo istirahat aja tu gak ada waktu gila . ni kota ama orang2 yang tinggal di jakarta ni emang slslu sibuk ya . huhhhh ... capek banget ak , bener deh :(( really really needs a vacation , especially when i`m on my period like this !

busway jakarta , dengarkanlah isi hatiku

Oh busway jakarta , jasamu sangat lah besar , tiap hari mengantar beratus2 penumpang , dari pagi sampai malam , tiada henti ... PREETTT* stop puitisnya deh , gak banget , ak mana bisa puitis hahaha :)) to the point aja deh , jadi gini nih , tadi sore tuh ak abis dari kampus , mu pulang , kebetulan jarak dari kampus k kos ak tuh jauh banget , arus transit 3 halte ( dari grogol k harmoni , trus transit k blok m , turun di dukuh atas , trus dari dukuh atas baru k manggarai ) , nahh , sore itu hujan . jadi jalanan pada macet , karena apa ak pun gak tau , yang ak pengen request adalah : Tulung dong di limitin jumlah penumpang maksimal pda 1 buswaaayyy :( soalnya tadi sumpah , parah banget ! waktu perjalanan ak dari duku atas k manggarai tuh busway yang ak naiik tuu paaaaaadet bukan main , bener2 padat sampe ak tuu gak bisa gerak ! uda bener2 gak ada bedanya lagi ama ayam2 atau binatang2 lain yang disangkar rame2 gtu . sumpah , bner2 sesak ! mana ak berjam2 gak ada duduk lagi , alhasil ...

gak tenang ..

apa yang dilakukan dia ya ? dia uda bangun belum ya ? dia mikirin ak gak ya ? dia kuliah bandel gak ya ? dia ada macem2 gak ya ? dia kepikiran gak sih ama ak ? dia masi sayang gak sih ama ak ? dia masi puna niat ato gak ya ma ak ? apa ak arus sms dia ya ? apa ak arus luapkan isi hati ak ya ? ato ak arus lupakan aja .. ? apa yang arus ak lakukan ?
i really cant believe everything goes this fast .. from my pretty relationship that blooms and welt , from my life from school to college .. i just cant believe , he`s gone already . gone from my life , live apart . i dont even know what he`s doing there , wish i know .. i hope he comes back someday to me , and asl me to continue this relationship again .. i cant lie , i really messed up without him . without knowing it , i miss him a lot , and i think of him everytime .. what should i do ? what should i do ??? should i ask him to come back , or just let it go ..?

jakarta of the future .

gilak !! tadi waktu aku pulang dari kuliah sekitar jam 5an gitu , ak butuh 2 jam perjalanan baru sampe kos aku , dan parahnya lagi , ramai ; macet cet cet !! gila tau gak sih , halte dukuh atas tu uda kayak orang ngantri sembako aja , bahkan lebih lebai dari itu , masak setengah dari jembatan penyebrangan ampe penuh dgan antrian ? gila gak , bisa bayangin gak sih kamu ? hhhhh gilak 8-| then that makes me really think and imagine , what really jakarta would look like at the future ? is it better , i mean the environment , the transportation and the people ? ato worse ? if it`s better , what would it look like ? teleportation ? flying cars ? people with flying skaters so that no one have to walk again ? if it`s worse , what would it look like ? traffic yang semaaaaaaaaakin panjang (ato bahkan mpe berhari2 trafficnya kayak negara lain) ? mobil yang makin lama makin bobrok ? ato orang yang smakin lama smakin banyak populasinya ? we all don`t know :) yang penting adalah sekarang si...

MUST READ !!!

maaf , ini repost dari kaskus . ak cuma pengen berbagi k semua orang yang belom membaca aja . bagi ak ini bener2 so sweet banget . kalo mao liat langsung dari sumbernya klik disini aja . Luar biasa, walau mereka binatang yang berlainan jenis tapi kasih sanyang monyet pada seekor kucing ini sungguh menyentuh perasaan kita manusia yang menyaksikannya. Inilah yang terjadi di Ubud bali yang berhasil diabadikan oleh seorang fotografer Anne Young dan dimuat di situs Luar Negeri Treehugger, Rabu 25 Agustus 2010 lalu. Monyet dengan penuh kasih menyayangi kucing yang di adopsi di sebuah hutan di Ubud Bali Bagaimana kita bisa mengambil sebuah pelajaran dari seekor hewan yang tidak diberkati dengan akal namun mampu membagi kasih dengan binatang lain beda jenis, bagaimana dengan kita manusia yang diberkati Tuhan akal, mampukan kita berbagi kasih dengan sesama, walau beda suku, agama, keyakinan, golongan dan pilihan politik. Apakah kita bisa ikhlas berbagi kasih tanpa pamrih dan tidak membe...

maghrib trash FTW :D

stelah berjam-jam stress , gak dapat inspirasi buat tugas , dan stelah menggambar 1/4 dari tugas ku yang disuruh menggambar kursi ( u think i`m lebai, cuma kursi aja mpe sgtunya, tapi kalo kamu blajar desain kamu bkal ngerti , believe me [-( ) akhirnya ak berniat untuk nge-blog sebentar , refreshing n ngetrash dkit . ehehehehhh :)) stelah seminggu lebaran dan kos sepi seperti rumah hantu yang banyak tikus dan kcoaknya , smua balik seperti semula lagi . suara mbak Helen yang mengisi rumah , suara anak2nya yang lagi main dan triak2 ( kadang agak sdikit mngganggu sih hahah :D ) , dan orang2 yang tinggal d lantai atas , smua uda pulang , uda d kos trus .. ihihihi , welcome home >:d

making avatar :))

kamu suka bikin avatar gak ? then try these website ! ;) 1. Face your manga 2. Southpark Studios 3. Doppel me 4. Simpsons Movie 5. Simpsonize Me 6. Wee world 7. Yahoo! Avatars 8. Visit Mii 9. Portrait Illustration Maker heeeheeee :)) ... kalo aku sih paling suka yang southpark , karena dari ak sendiri ak suka banget nonton southpark .. terakhir slamat mencoba n have fun yah ! :* sumber : klik disini :))

LOL websites that u can browse on .

ak baru abis ngaskus , dan secara kebetulan ak ketemu beberapa website yang bisa menghilangkan rasa bosan ! :)) check it out : 1. Chatting sama God pake iGod ( thumbs up deh for this one :)) ) 2. Tikus cerdik yang bisa menebak angka dalam pikiranmu ! ( this one really is genius :O ) 3. Jin penebak tokoh dalam pikiran kamu ( just play ! PLAY ! /XD ) 4. World Clock Super ( semua dihitung dia ! dari orang mati , muda ampe tua , smua ! worth browsing ;) ) 5. make your own error message. LOL try it ! i just wanna share something cool with you guys :)) have fun ! mau tau sumber ? klik disini :))

i`m yours , you`re mine .

note that when i write this article , my head is hurting like hell . and note to yourself ; this is another useless asrticle you`re reading :P I`M YOURS , YOU`RE MINE . sangat sering d gunakan dalam suatu hubungan pacaran, terutama bagi kaum remaja . (yea okay . okay .. termasuk aku 8-|) so sweet , dmana2 bertaburan cinta dan kasih sayang , dan seperti kalimat d atas , satu sama lain saling memiliki . but suddenly , random thoughts , aku berfikir . hmmm .. apa beneer saling memiliki ? apa kata itu terlalu .. i mean .. possesive ? :/ idk ... mgkn ini cuma perasaanku saja , karena kan hubungan pacaran adalah tahap dmana satu sama lain mengenal , bukan tahap dmana satu sama lain memiliki . hhmmm .... :-? lol ak sendiri jadi ikut bingung juga :)) but anyway .. this is just a random post ;)

tired tired tired .

sigh ... so tired today , haven`t eat whole day and haven`t done anything useful yet :( my head is gyrting all the time , abd idk why i dont feel like doing something .. is it because me and kevin arguing again ? no .. noo .. everything is fine , at least for nao .. :) well idk , just feel very ia ..

morning trash FTW .

lol imma stop talking bout CPs . they really are a waste of mah time . now it`s time to talk about mah love life :3 im soooooooo in love with kevin ~ yes i do , and i do realize too i randomly hates and loves him over and over again . but i think that`s normal ! cos that`s what dating is all about :3 just now (i mean at around 11 pm) we talk about mah pimples (which just don`t talk about it) and then he`s comforting me over and over again and he try to make me be confident to mahself . i mean how sweet is thaaattt ~~ that is soo sweet of him for staying up late just for cheering me up :3 but that`s not the point , what i want to say is when we talk about how we first met . OMG i wuuvs hiiimmm ~~~~ he said he stared at me for a long time which i stupidly didn`t realize . i mean , he stared only me , in a crowd full of other pretty gals , he stared only me !!!! the one and only me !!!!!! lolololol ~ i was sssooooooooo lucky ~ i didn`t expect that i was soo special in his eyes . now imma...

insomnia .

just like insomnia .. haaaa .. just like insomnia , haaa ... prett ~ stop . lolol ~ you see , just like the title , i am sooo insomnia . i slept at 9 pm , n then woke up at 1 am , then i can`t sleep any more @___@ it`s like the brain call you to stop sleepin` or whatever @__@ that sucks coz i hate stay up late doin` nothin but online @__@ n now it`s 5 am , i`m damn tired .__. damn imma become a nocturnal* .___. P.S : nocturnal it`s a creature that sleeps at days and wake up at night

AAARRRRRRRRGHHHHHHH !!!!!!!

stres stres stres !!! headset ksayangan ak ilang .... huaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh ak gg tau dia ilang kmana , yang jlas dia ilang waktu ak lagi d busway or whatever laaahhh ;( hiksss .... headsetku syang ... pasti dia uda mnemukan pemilik yang baru .. mudah2n sih pmiliknya baik , gg ska kkerasan .. hiks ... headsetku .. FML FML FML !!!!!!!

capek completes my day .

jam 5 pagi Q___Q fasdkjfakldsjfaklsdjfa;sldkjfasdlkjfasldkjfasldk ding dingd dingggg ~ otak ak triak2 sudah , cma d kasi tidur dua jam .. smlm gra2 nntn street dance jadi pulang jam 12 , alhasil smpe kos siap2 tdr dll mpe jam 2 , baru smpt tdur .. otak ak bner2 shrink deh .. hiks hiks T__T nih lagi siap2 buat kuliah .. ntar jam 6an uda arus grak , berhubung jakarta si kota sibuk kalo pagi2 busway rame n totally macet bukan main .. (and i`m serious , it`s WAYYY macet) hhheeeuuuhhh . cma bsa tarik nafas buang nafas deh ..

stress Q___Q

smalam ak d kasi slam ama kevin , katanya ddeg krm slam , huh ... tba2 ak jadi kangen ama smua tentg pinang . mama , kk , ddg , mbak , bang mithek .. msakan2nya , sabbath , ama ranjangku .. smua ! ak gg bsa lagi bermalas2n d ranjangku lama2 kyk dlu , ak gg bsa lagi pergi2 k ruma pinge ssring dlu .. waktu idupku bner2 tersita smua smpe2 buat smsn aja susah* percaya ato gg .. mpe kevinpun uda muak ama ksbkanku .. jgnkan kevin, ak aja muak kok .. sumpah deh .. kalo ak d kasi 3 permintaan ama genie , pertama ak pengen klrgaku idup bhagia m gg perlu bingung soal uang , kdua ak pengen nikah ama kevin* (eehheheheheheheheheehehehehehehehe :P) ktiga pulang k pinang ... walau d pinang gg smewah jakarta , walau d pinang banyak cina2 gg jlas yg ska diskriminasi , walau d pinan orang2ny pada berpenampilan norak , but it`s my home after all .. i miss my home ..

haters .

somebody said i`m ugly a few days ago at mah formspring . i mean , it`s not a biggy tho , but hey , i don`t even recognize you . wtf with saying i`m ugly ? that maeks me think a lot these days . there are too many haters in this world . wtf is happening to their lifes ? why do they liek hate ppl with no reason ? is it because they don`t have the ability to be awesome and because of some random jealousness they hate ppl ? oh liek come on . if you don`t have the ability to be awesome , become one . maek yourself awesome by improving yourself or whatever it is , not by hating ppl . that is sooo effing rude . i`m not liek angry or whatever tho , i`m just being concern for those poor haters .