FYEAHSUSAN

I can hear my heart shatters into pieces when you said you're going. No, you're not going away from my life, but you're leaving me.

I am an introvert, and i can't be more comfortable being that way :) But sometimes people (especially extroverts) are misunderstood by our behaviour and make a negative conclusion of how we act a certain way.

In my 21 years of life I had never stepped my foot into a club. In my 22th, I lost my clubginity . And here's what i think about clubbing in overalls.

Years and years of your life, you've been on and off countless relationships. Some left you a memorable and beautiful memories, while some are just plain hurtful and you wished you'd just forget it and move on.

I’m crying. I need help. I don’t want to do this anymore. I am tired of myself. I am tired of living. I am tired of everything.

On April 10th. Yes, on April 10th. I got a message from someone. A friend of my co-worker, wanted to be friends with me.

Years of being together with you. It had to be ended this way.

This is something we all should think about, should set a little time aside to put some thoughts about. Yes. Our lives.

Got this from lamefork . I’m going to bold things I feel apply are true to summarize if the stereotype applies to myself, plus some additional opinion from my point of view. 1. They are very weird people. ( very . how on earth would you think creative if you're just mainstream, like any other human in this planet yo?) 2. There are billions of them in the world, like colors on the screen of your computer. (kind of true, but creative ones? i don't think so.) 3. They will analyse conversations in layers. 4. You will spend the day assembling furniture from IKEA. 5. They drink and eat all kinds of weird shit just because they like the packaging. (cause that's the first reason we bought it anyway.) 6. They hate each other. (???????no we respect each other. but yea if they copy then DIE DIE DIE .) 7. You’ll come out the last out of the movies because you have to see the full list of credits. (this is so true and it's kind of annoying when my friends or bae is rush...

Hi there pretty daisies C: Today as usual i am taking care of my mom's mandarin course as well as becoming a receptionist on a very sunny day (but the sky is getting darker maybe it will rain soon) nothing much. Tomorrow i am going back to Jakarta; can't wait to meet my sunshine there C: i miss him so terribly much. A few days of resting and soon i will be working as a career woman. So anyhow I have a little interesting story to tell. This morning as I was having brunch on my san yi (third auntie; my mom is the fourth children out of 6 siblings)'s coffeeshop i talked to my da yi (oldest auntie). we had some basic conversations which kinda lead to studying college. She told me that her grandchildren are all studying in Tanjungpinang; my hometown, and she don't want any of her kids to study outside the city, even Batam which is like only an hour of trip from Tanjungpinang. "Don't want lah. Family all study so far for what if you can study here. Family me...

Hi guys, just a quick update here since i have some spare time to spend C: A few weeks ago i propose my CV & portfolio to a corporate my friend has been working, and i got accepted yayyy. So as you can see in the title above, i am officially an employee now. Can someone pop some confetti for me because i am no longer unemployeed? (i love to procrastinate but boy when you are unemployeed while all your friends had been working their ass off and earn some $$ you will pretty much feel like a useless piece of crap :/) But i will be working next month though, so i still have some few days to prepare myself (or rest). Now i am currently in my hometown because i have been helping mom run her mandarin course. She just opened a mandarin course and needs a lot of helping, so. (FYI, all the buildings and paintings are done by OURSELVES . None help asked and wow i feel like such a pro painting walls like u HAVE NO IDEA how hard it is). Now i am sitting in a receptionist desk and since i...

On the 21th July of 2014, i officially graduated! Now my name is Susan Dwiasmorojati, S.Ds as in, Sarjana Desain. Yayyy me for making this far! "Mahasiswa dengan Karya Tugas Akhir Terbaik" Couldn't be more prouder. "That's what friendship are for. We strive together, we success together." The official announcement.

One of my friend said this is a trip to summarize our four years of friendship. I couldn't agree more. On 17th July 2014 me and my college friends decided that we had to end this college years with a 3 day trip to Pramuka Island, one of the island in Kepulauan Seribu, Indonesia. The fee to the trip that time was pretty reasonable; in fact really cheap; you only had to spend Rp.450.000,- or around USD$45-47 for a 3 day expenses including place to live, various kinds of facilities like snorkeling and even barbeque time. Not going to say much about the trip whatsoever, let the pics say by itself. But i can sum up to one word for this whole post; magical . These were taken from facebook. I got like almost a thousand pics of our holiday trip on my phone lmao but i'm a lazy ass so yeah. Best. trip. ever.

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh. I really really glad that i finally write something in this blog. 2 whole fucking months of hiatus. Like wtf . I shouldn't have done that! My poor followers are waiting for me to update everyday and i was like "let's abandon this blog and the readers FU ALL lol" i'm so sorry :'( but trust me i still read all of the messages you guys left me at the guestbook. I do. If you haven't noticed it, i am more active at Twitter, so if you ever need to talk to me you can find me at twitter teehee :3 Before anything else, i am going to announce something. I am no longer going to use this domain. This domain is going to expire soon and i don't feel the need to expand it because i no longer blog as often anymore so i think it would go to waste :( but of course this blog is still running, except it will now change into fyeahsusan.blogspot.com . So yeah. next time if you ever wanna visit me again, find me at that link. SO. ...

So first i want to rant about how my final thesis has been making me mental these days. A couple months ago i decided to pick " Diet Kantong Plastik " (plastic usage diet) as my campaign theme. We need to have 3 evaluation before we come to the final session where i do a presentation about my campaign with my lecturer. So far i did good, and the progress were going well, until i do my visual concepting. I hate my lecturer. I was supposed to do a visual where i combine a plastic bottle and a fish (i called it botfish) to become my campaign poster which meant that plastic trash has disturbed the environment and has made the living mutated into some kind of a plastic trash also. He rejected my visual without even hearing my explanation. He said that for my segmentation (which is medium upper class) doesn't really give a shit about environment. Well, hello maybe to you. I've done a survey and all of my respondents said they care. *rolls eyes* He wants some ...

Who doesn't like horror stuffs? I know I do. Those mysteries hidden behind the undead, the surprises and scares that makes your adrenaline pumping making you unconciously closing both your eyes with your palm, afraid to know what's coming next. Well some people maybe don't have the guts to watch them horror movies, but it's always the best genre for people to seek some fun. Horror movies are all over the world now. How about games? Well, we all heard about some scary PC games like Amnesia, Slenderman, etc. But is there any horror games for your handheld to take it anywhere and play it anytime? Oh yes, there is. In fact, there are 2 of the best. 1. Dungeon Nightmare This game pretty much starts at a dungeon not knowing where it is, and it didn't tell you much thing either. You only got a map, 2 candles (which when you lits it it will only provides light for a limited amount of time) and nothing more. You will have to use that map to search around the dun...