it's friday again?

omg i can't believe it's another friday again, time flies so fast :O
and my second last post is on friday too? wtf --"
where is the girl who post on her blog everyday?!! whereeee D:
omg i have to save some time to post on my blog, i still have tons of drawings that i havent upload to this blog yet D:
*failed as a blogger*

yesterday and today was an kind-of-average day, used busway as transportation bla-bla-bla, same old boring routine. but yesterday i went to internet center and "dim" more 7 times there. T____T
i can't help it. i have to. my stress had took me to the highest level.
then i went home and sleep. but yesterday was quite a fun and happy day though cause i made my friends happy and i can stay happy all day till night came although i have to take a busway.

then today was quite a shitty day cause i have to face a very fcking crowded busway and i was scolded by a random fugly woman like this :

"eh sopan dong ga usah dorong-dorong gitu.."

it sounded kinda like that, i forgot what she said --"
and it was not my fault wtf.

the story is like this...

so when i walk to the busway shelter the queue was fcking long so you can imagine how will the inside of the fcking busway be a big chaos with the passenger squeezed together with no space AT ALL to move around.

so when the busway reached to a destination that i wanna jump off everybody was blocking my way in front of the exit door so i was kinda pissed off cause no one gives a fuck so i kinda shoved and pushed everyone away then came this fcking woman blocking right exactly at the exit door. i kinda wait a second for her to give me way hoping she would but she fucking don't care so i kinda pushed her quite hard and she said that --"

the end.

you think whose fault is it?
*pissed*

oh and btw today i drew a boy model, and the model was my senoir --"
the handsome-type of senior that girls would like.
but, duh. i was like, whatever.

*****

anyways i got no more assignments to do (I MEAN FINALLY) and i am freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
until next week.

next week i'm going to have my mid-term exam already. MID TERM EXAM, PEOPLE. so yeah, wish me luck. wish me can draw a masterpiece. LOLOL that would be liek, impossible.

BY THE WAY...

found this piece of article in someone's blogskin preview. i wanna show this to you guys because i am really speechless of seeing that piece of shit and thinking how true the love is but in a same way how boys have ruined a girl's life, SO BAD, that they didn't know. -.-
omg somehow i think im going to end up like them too. what the fuck choichoi

Boy: Baby we need to talk.

Girl: Kyle, what do you mean?

Boy: Something has come up...

Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.

Girl: *thinks* I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much.

Boy: Baby are you there?

Girl: I'm here. What is so important??

Boy: I'm not sure if I should say.

Girl: Well you already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: I'm leaving...

Girl: Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.

Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.

Girl: Why? All of your family members live over here.

Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.

Girl: I can't believe this.

[ GIRL'S FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts and yells furiously) Erika, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!.. Get off the damn phone!! (And hangs up) ]

Boy: Wow your father sounds really mad.

Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways I don't want you to go.

Boy: Would you run away with me?

Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!

Boy: *sad* It's okay I understand I guess..

Girl: *thinking* I can't believe what's going on..

Boy: I need to give you something tonight because I'm leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Girl: Okay. I will sneak out and meet you at the park.

Boy: Okay. I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.

[ They meet at a nearby park, and both hug each other. He gives her a note. ]

Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.

Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)

Boy: Baby don't cry, you know I love you... but I have to go.

Girl: Okay. (begins to walk away)

[ They both went back home. Erika begins to read the letter he gave her. ]

It says...

ERIKA,
You probably already know that I'm leaving. I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you bitch, you never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Kyle

[ Erika begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage and cry for hours. ]

A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call.

Friend: How are you feeling?

Girl: I just can't believe this happened. I thought he loved me.

Friend: Oh, about that. Kyle left me a message. A few days ago, he told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something.

Girl: Um okay.

[ She finds a piece of paper in the jacket, and it says... ]

Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words.

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not = Will

I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go that's why I wanted you to run away with me...
- Kyle

Girl: Kyle does love me! He must have slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!

Friend: Haha, okay. I got to go. Call me later.

Girl: *happy* Okay bye! I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!

Erika turns on the TV.

[Breaking news] 'An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80. It was on its way to an all boys boarding school...' Reporter says.

[ She turns off the TV. 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Kyle was dead and she had nothing to live for... ]

A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle. He called to leave a message.

'Its Kyle, i guess you're not home. so I called to let you know that I'm alive. I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. I hope you're not worried. I'm staying for good. Sorry if you got scared. I promise to make it up to you. Everything will be okay. I love you so much. Call me ASAP. Bye!'

fucking heartbreaking is it?