that's alright because i like the way it hurts.

image by me.

blogging has been a part of my life now,
i realized.
i'm so addicted to blogging, i dont even realize i have been neglecting my facebook and twitter and formspring for a long time, until one of my New York friends, Melissa said that we had not talk for a long time.
i guess blog is powerful. especially when you guys are with me.
with my blog.
and i mean yes, you all cybermaties, especially Lmyx and Caryn.

gee you guys sure make blogging my all time guilty pleasure.

i've always wanted to earn some cash on my blog, which i still don't know how to.
i've tried Nuffnang, the most used blogging ads ever used by bloggers.
But yeah, Nuffnang is not provided for Indonesian.
it's only for Phillipines, Singapore, Malaysia, China, and America, if i'm not mistaken.
i've been searching a lot of websites too that provides service like Nuffnang, but boo, no results.

and i admit, i'm desperate for some money.
i wanna buy red contact lenses!!!

me want, so bad.

so if you guys who knows blogging services like Nuffnang, tell me, okay.
ESPECIALLY FOR YOU GUYS INDONESIANS ONE.

help me earn money please.

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here comes my rantings about my life.
todays an ordinary day too, like others. nothing special.
i don't even know what to blog xD
me with Kevin is fine, no more arguing and others.
somehow, we know how to control ourselves to not too emotional when handling things already, especially him.
so we got like almost nothing to argue about now yaaaaay!

next thursday is our 1 year and 2months-versary.
i love him more every single day ~

i have drawn some doodles too this morning.

it's only one, but i still wanna share it to you guys, just in case you guys started to get kinda bored with my post.


the word says "just gonna stand there and watch me hurt?"
LOL.
actually the word is inspired by Love The Way You Lie songs from Eminem and Rihanna.
you guys must have heard it before, right?
please don't say no.
so yeah, came this not so pretty pic and drawings.

besides that, today my lecturer asked us to draw a cloth with water paint too.
i was like wtf at the first time, but then came this pic comin:


YEAH, PEOPLE.
THAT'S MY DRAWING.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *laugh of satisfaction*
that was like my second best drawing ever?
its so hard making great drawings.
sucks. :(

so yeah, nothing seems to really happen.
looking forward to my 1 year 2months-versary :3
teehee ~

AND PLEASE LAH, PEOPLE, COMMENT.
ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO KNOWS BLOGGING ADS WEBSITE!!! D: D: (you dont tell me imma kill you)
like whats so hard just typing one or two words in my comment box?
it wont bite, let alone kill you or bitch slap you.
so yeah.