Just because i take a major that has something to do with computers and some of its programs doesn't mean i KNOW everything about it. stop asking about stuffs that are unrelated to things i learn !

for example :

"there's something wrong with my computer; it keeps showing blue screen, do you know how to fix it? i mean, you often use computer, right?


"do you know how to code a website?"

to be honest, a little bit. i can still play a little of HTML and CSS. In fact, this blog layout was tweaked by me from the original base code. But does that mean i know everything about coding?


In fact i still far from knowing it all. I learn those little codings myself, so i would say that i still dont know a lot.

"but you study design, right?"


"can you help me with microsoft powerpoint?"

okay lah, this one i still can. i'll help.

"i want those who can animate, and not from template, and i want this i want that."

why don't you go fuck yourself. Powerpoint is an easy program and it has already been a program FOR YEARS. why don't you learn it yourself? why should i do it for you? and what makes you think i know how to do stuffs like that in powerpoint?

Oh, because i learn designing?

You think i would spend my parent's sweat and blood to go to a expensive college just for studying POWERPOINT?

"can you help me with microsoft excel?"


what piss me off so bad is that when i say i can't help, they would say stuffs like "oh, i thought you're in that major" or "oh, i thought you learn stuffs like dat" or even worse "so what exactly did you learn at college?"


just in case you missed out, there's a word DESIGN in my major. that means i learn designing stuffs, not any other. and visual communication itself means communicate with people through visual. It means that i design something visual to communicate with people. For example : advertising, packaging, poster, billboard, flyer, stuffs like that.

i would learn programs like Adobe Illustrator or Photoshop, and i would learn stuffs like making a concept for my designs and before making a particular design i would do research about the target audience, the colour concept, and stuffs like that.


OH and for your information, there are a major specific in computers coding and programs, called IT. INFORMATION AND TECHNOLOGY. that's a major for studying programs, coding, making flash players and shit like that. I AM NOT STUDYING IN THAT MAJOR, so please differentiate.

If you don't know what i do, please stop assuming it yourself and then make a conclusion that i didn't learn anything at my college!!

It makes you look like a dumbass, or even worse, a stupid asshole.

Source : x
Wow. it's like i never pour my hearts and soul on this blog anymore.

Days at hometown have been good. Not great but it was actually okay, compared to last years. maybe it's because i'm alone, so no one destroys my mood. but at the same time, i'm also bored because of it.

I actually had a fight with icang yesterday, because of some particular reasons. I couldn't say it's not a big deal, because to him maybe it is. It was kind of a big fight, but in the end we made up. And i'm glad. But i'm going to admit that i can still feel the tension between us two...

Being in a fight with somebody you love and miss so dearly really brings you completely down. I couldn't concentrate at all. And i can't even talk properly with someone because all you can think about is the fear of losing him. I think it is one of the perks of being in love. you'll feel happiness, but you're also taking risks of getting hurt. you just gotta deal with that.

baby i just want to say i love you and i don't want to lose you. that's all :*


yesterday bro went home from Pekanbaru. Mom says he has to, because he needs to continue school. mom still stays. i fetched him at the airport. i cancelled my meeting with Vivian and i wanna apologize to her for that T__T i'm so sorry vivian.


I am currently searching for mangas to read, and i would like some recommendations for you guys. I see a lot of blogger shares the same passion with me so i'm hoping to find some good mangas from you guys.

My genre is mostly horror, gores, and ecchi (surprising, huh. I would shamelessly say i also enjoy reading yaoi, yuri and hentai too. But that doesn't mean i LOVE it. it's just.. I'm still okay with it, you know? that's all). Romance kinds is okay, but i don't want those too complicated ones. You guys know any?
Okay. Hi.

So this is my first beauty product review and i'm so excited that i am going to review about one of my most favourite brand of all time, Hada Labo. Before you proceed you might wanna read a little about my skin history, you know, just so you know :3

Anyway, here it goes.

Brand Philosophy

Hada Labo stands for the philosophy of “PERFECT x SIMPLE” a skincare range that brings beauty back to the basics – perfect, simple and confident.

The Hada Labo skin care line is the result of the joint development effort between The Mentholatum Co. and Rohto Pharmaceuticals Co. to make a good quality skin care product, backed up by excellent technology.

Using the technology developed through the production of OTC drugs, Hada Labo skincare line is produced in a pharmaceutical manufacturing environment, under strict GMP guidelines to ensure Quality, Reliability & Effectiveness in the products.

Hada Labo was launched in Japan in 2004 and was exceptionally well received in a short span of time. Beauty lovers very quickly embraced the brand, and Hada Labo has proven to be a success with its Super Hyaluronic Moisturizing Lotion becoming the No 1 Face Lotion in Japan, sold more than 30 million* bottles.

Despite the impressive philosophy above, let's go straight to the review.


I will be reviewing the following products in order :

- Hada Labo Ultimate Moisturizing Face Wash
- Hada Labo Ultimate Moisturizing Lotion
- Hada Labo Ultimate Moisturizing Cream


Swatch orders :

1. Hada Labo Ultimate Moisturizing Face Wash.
2. Hada Labo Ultimate Moisturizing Lotion
3. Hada Labo Ultimate Moisturizing Cream

Price are around Rp.30.000 - Rp.40.000 which is around US$30-US$40 for the face wash and lotion, while the cream is a little bit more pricey, ranging around Rp.50.000 - Rp.90.000 or US$50 - US$90. Price is still affordable but may or may not be a little too expensive but it is worth the product.

Hada Labo Ultimate Moisturizing Face Wash

What it does :

- Hydrates as it cleanses. Helps restore and preserve skin’s natural moisture, leaving it silky smooth.
- Gently cleanses leaving skin comfortably hydrated and refreshed.
- Skin pH balanced. Low irritation.
- Free of fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol & colorant.

My review :

The description above really live up to it's name because it is completely true.
I have been using tons of face wash labeled for dry skin, oily skin even acne-prone skin, but all it does was just wash off the entire oil on my face leaving my face completely dry which makes it produces MORE oil later on, therefore resulting in my face to breakout even more acne. This face wash cleanse my face very well, and when you wash it off you can feel it has moisturizes your face. And it is still moisturized after a few hours later.

Would you repurchase it?

Oh yes, definitely a yes.

Hada Labo Ultimate Moisturizing Lotion

What it does :

- With 3 types of Hyaluronic Acid to deeply moisturize skin and help to preserve its optimum moisture balance.
- Replenishes and locks-in moisture for complete hydration. Skin feels significantly soft and supple.
- Helps improve dry and dehydrated skin, leaving it silky smooth.
- Skin pH balanced. Low irritation.
- Free of fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol & colorant.

My review :

Actually this is the first Hada Labo product i purchased before any others. When i was browsing through several beauty products to find a perfect moisturizer to replace my old ones, i came across this one, and i was interested by the label saying "1 SOLD EVERY 4 SECONDS IN JAPAN!" and it was kind of cheap so i thought, eh, why not give it a try.

Oh, now i know why. It is very impressive! What makes me fall in love instantly is that first it is odourless, second it is colorless, and third you can really see that your complexion has been hydrated really well after a few days using it regularly. I don't know what is in that bottle but man it is like a miracle to me *A*

i look like i am exaggerating but really i'm not -___-

Here is the close up of the lotion. If i replace the lotion with a drop of water you'll definitely don't realize it because the clear texture really resembles the crystal clear of a water. After blending it to your complexion it will absorbs right away, leaving your skin sticky-free.

Would you repurchase it?

Are you kidding me, of course!

Hada Labo Ultimate Moisturizing Cream

What it does :

- Contains two excellent ingredients, Hyaluronic Acid and Super Hyaluronic Acid that deeply penetrates the skin (epidermis) to nourish and helps restore skin's barrier to prevent moisture lost.
- Helps soften epidermis, leaving skin smooth and hydrated.
- Light and non-greasy cream that infuses your skin with continuous moisture.
- Skin pH balanced. Low irritation.
- Free of fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol & colorant.

My review :

I was shopping with Vivian at Watson and she asks me to try this. I was a little eager to purchase the cream first because of the price, you know a little bit more expensive than the other two. And i thought, i already got the lotion, why should i purchase another lotion just for night and for the same effect? So Vivian explained to me that night cream works twice as much as day lotion and it provides you more effect than lotion does. So looking at how awesome the lotion does to me, i decided to bought it.

The cream's texture is more sticky than the lotion, definitely, and it is more solid than the watery lotion. When you apply it to your face, it makes your face appear wet and sticky, and it is not as light as the lotion. But it really does hydrate your face when you sleep, and when you wake up you will feel your face less dry, especially when you sleep with an air conditioner. It also dries out your acne day by day, which makes this cream my darling because i really needed that :*

Would you repurchase it?

Ah yes, price is worth the quality~


Pros :
- Colourless
- Odourless
- Hydrates skin well
- Dries out acne
- Perfect for sensitive skin

Cons :
- Maybe a little bit pricey
- I want the packaging size to be bigger :P



Thank you for reading my first review. It would be appreciated if you comment below and tell me what do you think about the product :D
yeah so lately i am into a lot of old songs right now and i want to share it with you guys. who knows i will find a lot of people who shares the same genre of songs with me and i can expand my old songs list.

1. Modjo - Lady (Hear Me Tonight)

"Lady, hear me tonight,
Cos my feeling is just so right.
As we dance,
By the moonlight.
Can't you see, you're my delight
Lady, I just feel like
I won't get you outta my mind
I feel love for the first time
And I know that it's true I can tell by the look in your eyes"

i found this song incredibly attractive while i was playing GTA V so i looked it up on Google and i download it straight away. and now i hear it 24/7 non-stop :') super love

2. Joy - Touch by Touch

if you follow me on twitter or on facebook you'll probably know that i have been into this song for a while now. i found this song on one of the running man's episode (high school girl special) and i love it right away. you know that love on the first sight thing, you might wanna change it to love at first hear because that quote is definitely more real.

3. Bananarama - Venus

"She's got it, yeah baby she's got it."

i hate how when they say "i'm your venus" the venus part sounds like penis. Eck. completely ruined the song. AND THANKS BIG SIS FOR POINTING OUT THAT UGLY FLAW TO ME NOW THIS SONG WILL NEVER BE THE SAME

4. La Bouche - Be My Lover

so this song is quite a popular ones already
if you don't know this song i hate you.

share with me old songs you know please PUH-LEASE
Oh how fast time flies.

Before you even realize it 2013 is over. Ah, how enjoyful the sight of new years. Everyone is busy thinking of a great new year's resolution to post on social network and wishing for miracles which always dissapoint them later on. Sadly, i am one of them.

Unfortunately, those wishing for miracles thing is not going to work for my new year because i am starting them by raging on my home's laptop and screaming in angst.

But let's talk about that later.

- The epic BBQ Party -

I wanna tell you guys about my awesome BBQ party that happened a few weeks ago. It's a regular BBQ party like any other does. What makes it special is of course, the feeling of togetherness and exchanging early christmas gifts. But the exchanging gifts part makes me say that this BBQ party was the best ones ever. You'll know why soon.

This year's BBQ party is definitely the most crowded party of all the BBQ parties i had because 19 of my college friends attended it. Imagine just how many mouths we have to feed lol. They all bought their christmas presents for exchanging, which is nice because no one comes with empty hand. I told them to buy presents with a budget below Rp.20.000,- which is hard (because in Indonesia Rp.20.000,- is kind of cheap and things that are cheap and good at the same time is hard to find), so i can tell from their witty eyes and smiling faces that some of them must be buying something weird and freaky,

which turned out to be true.
And everybody knows that.

So after the barbecuing is done without further adue we all sat together in the living room and take our queue numbers with anticipation. I got number 16 and Ivan got number 9 (if i'm not mistaken, numbers doesn't matter anyway)

Thank God me and Ivan got a quite pleasant presents.

I got a new mini sketchbook and he got a diary with padlocks (LOL still funny) and a set of pens.

And so is my thirteen other lucky friends..

Evelyn (girl above) got a set of 500 pieces puzzle WITHOUT any help and instructions so the only way she finds out what picture is in the puzzle is to put it together. Later i found out that the picture is actually an old Chinese singer lol which is totally not pretty to admire at (i asked the one who gave the gift)

And now i present you the lucky jackpot winners.

On the left you can see this slightly depressed but actually contented guy called Anton that he got a box of condom for his christmas present. Why he is so lucky is that this BBQ party actually held on his house and yet he got the most "useful" presents of all lol.

And on the right you can see this acting all kawaii guy called Henry that he got a Sailormoon Wand for his christmas present. SAILORMOON WAND.


You can actually imagine how we all burst into laughter; 19 of us when we see what the present is. But don't underestimate the wand, though. When you press the button on the wand it can create melodies and rainbow lights. At least he got that going on for him, which is nice.

(Anton sitting behind him looking so jealous. He must be thinking "ah how i wish i got that. At least i still can play princess with that wand. Now the only thing i can do is just masturbate")

(still can't get over the fact that he got a sailormoon wand)
(fun fact though, he's the guy with the most muscle in our gang)
(and yet he got that wand)

Last but not least is this guy called Dedee.
He got a pink pig mug for his Christmas present which is a pleasant one.
I just can't stand his kawaii act when he shoot this photo. He must be wanting a lot of attention.

So i got him his own space for my post lol.

He must be regretting it now.

Last but not least a group photo..

You can see i am the most happy one, standing tall behind using a chair.
Susan stop being so embarassing lol.
Even Ivan stand so far from me because he's embarassed.

And i can't help but to admit that our BBQ party's water gallon is so god damn narcisstic.
How can he interfere our group photos like that.
Standing in front like that and stealing our spotlight,


This is a ranting full of hate and cursing words because i am in rage.
I am so in rage Hulk is nothing compared to me.

So on 28th December i flew back to my "oh-so-dreamy" hometown to help my mom arrange and clean stuffs, since we all just move out to a new home. That time i swear to God i am definitely not ready for going home because my Dota 2 fever is just started.

Okay for you readers who are not addicted to games, good for you. And you probably don't understand how's it feel like so just stop judging.

Dota 2 is a very, VERY addictive game. That's why there are so many people out there playing it. FYI there are even people who DIED playing it. So i repeat, it is a very addictive game. And i just recently played it, and i am definitely on the climax of the addictive. I am not complaining that i have to go home, because i got a laptop back here and i was thinking maybe when i'm on my free time i can still play it here. That's why i was okay.

1 hour and half i flew back here. I settle down first and i started downloading Steam, and everything.

The internet here sucks more than a blackhole. I even use my own phone card's internet quota to download the game, which is 4.5GB size. I downloaded it overnight.

The next day it was finished. Oh how happy am i, to finally can taste the awesomeness of playing Dota 2 again, online, with all my friends and all its glory, oh how i am so desperate to play the game so bad and how i am so wanting to put my hands on my favourite Dota hero, which is Pugna.

I install it without any further delaying, but error windows popped out saying Dota 2 is not registered to Windows Logo, saying the program will not be executed, fearing it will break the system's hardware and every little fucking fucks that i can no longer remember due to the word ERROR has completely blinded me with rage and dissapointment.


Ok la maybe i exaggerated too much but you know la the feeling of utter dissapointment when you have waited something for so long and you have sacrificed so much and it turned out failing you :(

So later on i do some research for my laptop and i just realized that my laptop's Windows system is a very outdated one, it still uses Windows XP and the spec inside is a very old type one.

Even playing Sims 1 needs to load for a long time /sigh/

Thank God it can still be used to update my blog. hah at least i still got that going for me.

I still had a lot to rant but i realize that ranting and writing it down on details is harder than i thought because if you're mad, you are better if you just say "I CANNOT FUCKING PLAY DOTA" or "I HATE MY NEW HOUSE" or "MY HOUSE IS RAT INFESTED", you know, saying it straight to the point, it will feel better.



This liebster award has been going around in blogging community for a while now and i must say i did not feel that honoured to got this award because i feel like everybody got one also, and it became a very common award to get. I mean, an award is something you achieved when you actually write something good, or runs an awesome blog, and it is not distributed widely on the internet. I don't even know who made this award on the first place, and i don't even know what Liebster means. But no matter how i still going to thank Miki, Supah Diva, Jeca, and Janice for giving me this award because they are just a bunch of nice fellas.

However i am sorry to say that i am not going to do the Q&A listed and etc because i think it is just too irrelevant with the award, and i don't think i also need to follow and be followed just because i got this award or people gave it to me or i only have followers less than 200. If people don't follow me, it's just because i didn't write good enough or i'm just too plain boring and i need to improve, simple as that. No cheap tricks.

Anyway here is the piture of the award :

Or this one :

Come on guys even Google has a lot of these.

P.S : Apart from everything bitchy above i sincerely wishing you a happy new year 2014 and may luck, blessings, joy, and fortune be with you always.

HUAT AHH!!! :D :D :D :D

And congratulations for surviving 2013. Achievement unlocked!

Image source from weheartit :3